In this life of pain and fear,
My sanity may disappear,
I feel these great walls closing in.
this fight, I feel I might now win.

My mind is always somewhere else.
I'm always going to blame myself.
My heart is sinking way too deep.
I'm in hell even in my sleep.

I used to think that I was strong.
I've found out now that I was wrong.
I'm weaker than I ever knew.
All this, over loosing you.

Very soon, I'll loose my mind.
I'll leave my body far behind.
This hurts so much I can't deny.
That sometimes I just want to die.